The Darkness is always with us

I'm 19 years old, Swedish and apparently I'm also a morbid pervert ~♥

I post everything between heaven and hell.

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ravenlindberg:

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//Fucking hell there are 12 more days till my birthday
//that means that there are 13 more days till school starts

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHhahahahhahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I have no idea why I’m laughing, my school have already started……

hahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

D:

The teachers are hella rad at least >.>

ask-curtisrx:

//Fucking hell there are 12 more days till my birthday
//that means that there are 13 more days till school starts

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHhahahahhahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I have no idea why I’m laughing, my school have already started……

People with accents (◡‿◡✿)

People with accents who can sing (✿◠‿◠)

People who can sing and play guitar (◕‿◕✿)

People who can play guitar really freaking well (✿☺‿☺)

Sideburns (♥‿♥)

When that one person logs on

didtheydiddleyet:

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It’s not cute or gracefull either it’s as if you actually body slammed into them its uncomfortable and painfull

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ravenlindberg:

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can you guys look at how fucking long my hair was

*looking at it* O.O

Then I donated it


Oh *closing eyes* ◡.◡

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ravenlindberg:

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can you guys look at how fucking long my hair was

*looking at it* O.O

Then I donated it

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Oh *closing eyes* ◡.◡

ask-curtisrx:

can you guys look at how fucking long my hair was

*looking at it* O.O

ask-curtisrx:

can you guys look at how fucking long my hair was

*looking at it* O.O

buttcheekbones:

there are 3 types of people in every fandom

1. the one that like the band/youtuber/tv shows normally

2. the one that watches the band/youtuber/tv shows everyday

3. THE ONE THAT OBSESSES OVER THEM, CRIES EVERYNIGHT ABOUT THEM, WATCHES AND THINKS ABOUT THEM CONSTANTLY, CRINGES ABOUT THEIR OTPS AND PEOPLE AROUND THEM ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT THEIR MENTAL HEALTH.

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ask-curtisrx:

Look at this pumpkin I carved once

ask-curtisrx:

Look at this pumpkin I carved once

http://ravenlindberg.tumblr.com/post/95481884076/creaturefeatureandpiglets-ravenlindberg-i

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ravenlindberg:

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ravenlindberg:

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ravenlindberg:

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creaturefeatureandpiglets:

ravenlindberg:

I find it kinda funny how my sisters don’t like that I listen to Creature Feature because “it’s about murder and necrophilia, it’s not good for your mental health”

But they all are listening to rap/hip hop and pop songs about drugs, being…

Then point it out to them
"If I shouldn’t listen to a song about death you shouldn’t listen to one about murder and drugs."

Fun fact: whenever I do that, they start to rant about the “huge difference” between the songs and that they aren’t like me who thinks about murder all the time

Then tell them that just like them you don’t do that.
Ask them if they think about drugs all the time, no? Well I don’t think about death. I’m just like you, it’s no different.

That’s not a normal thing and you should really see a psychiatrist for that.

I have

Three meetings later they claimed it was nothing wrong with me

Did you answer all questions completely honest and was it the same psyche?

Yes

I was very terrified that I actually would hurt someone, since I started to think the same about my family and friends. So I thought I needed to find out if there was anything wrong with me, just the slightest, so I could find information how to stop the thoughts. 

I once asked my mother carefully about it and she said it was normal for people to think like that. I told this to the therapist as well and he said the same. I’m unsure if they knew how I had those fantasies and thoughts and how much I really enjoyed them. How much they affected me.

But the more I tried to talk about it, the more did I start to hide it from my surroundings. I have no idea how or why, but suddenly I couldn’t describe the thoughts I got. So I guess I acted like a “normal teenager” until I went from the meeting and started the whole thinking thing all over again

Hmm. Well from my thought process, it doesn’t seem normal. Well, entirely, I occasionally have those thoughts too but I don’t enjoy them. How often do you have spare time (computer time including)?

Around 10-12 hours/day, maybe 18-20 hours/day on weekends (depending on how tired I am). So quite often and mostly of it is spent in front of the computer

Ah, there we go.
I’m no therapist but I try to learn quite a bit about the brain. This bit of info is quite recent but I find it interesting.
Computers let off a thing called Blue light, and it goes straight through for eyes and tickles the back of them. The effects of this light can have effects on your brain, including depression too. Interesting really. You may want to find something you like to do off the computer, like for example, I listen to WTNV while making bracelets and jewelry, often times I’m in a darker room to give my eyes a bit of a rest. This may work, as I said, I’m no therapist.

That’s really interesting actually. But I guess it’s not that thing in my case. I’ve had these thought since I was 14 years old (I had them way earlier too, but not as detailed as they are now) and I didn’t have any computer back then. I got my first computer when I was sixteen

But I don’t really know. As far as I know, I’ve had “killing thoughts”, or whatever I shall call them, ever since I was seven/eight years old

adaarsenic:

ravenlindberg:

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ravenlindberg:

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ravenlindberg:

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Sometimes I’ll over think ways I could die in daily situations and then I get so stressed because there are things I need to do and it all could end if one thing goes wrong. This happens a lot when I’m on the way home from school on the bus because we drive past a creek and my bus driver goes hella fast and when its raining it feels like the bus could tip over into the creek at anytime, and I sit on the window side so I’ll be one of the first ones to go

Don’t worry your head off, there’s always a faith worse than death

listen-

No need to worry, we all meet our end some day

ō_ō

Extinction will catch up to youAnd there is nothing you can do

What fate surely waits maybe eaten by wolves in your sleeeeeeeeep…

Your time is quickly running outIt’s pointless to worry and poutWhat fate surely waitsMaybe dying of thirstLost at sea

adaarsenic:

ravenlindberg:

ask-curtisrx:

ravenlindberg:

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ravenlindberg:

ask-curtisrx:

Sometimes I’ll over think ways I could die in daily situations and then I get so stressed because there are things I need to do and it all could end if one thing goes wrong. This happens a lot when I’m on the way home from school on the bus because we drive past a creek and my bus driver goes hella fast and when its raining it feels like the bus could tip over into the creek at anytime, and I sit on the window side so I’ll be one of the first ones to go

Don’t worry your head off, there’s always a faith worse than death

listen-

No need to worry, we all meet our end some day

ō_ō

Extinction will catch up to you
And there is nothing you can do

What fate surely waits maybe eaten by wolves in your sleeeeeeeeep…

Your time is quickly running out
It’s pointless to worry and pout
What fate surely waits
Maybe dying of thirst
Lost at sea

http://ravenlindberg.tumblr.com/post/95481884076/creaturefeatureandpiglets-ravenlindberg-i

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ravenlindberg:

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creaturefeatureandpiglets:

ravenlindberg:

I find it kinda funny how my sisters don’t like that I listen to Creature Feature because “it’s about murder and necrophilia, it’s not good for your mental health”

But they all are listening to rap/hip hop and pop songs about drugs, being…

Then point it out to them
"If I shouldn’t listen to a song about death you shouldn’t listen to one about murder and drugs."

Fun fact: whenever I do that, they start to rant about the “huge difference” between the songs and that they aren’t like me who thinks about murder all the time

Then tell them that just like them you don’t do that.
Ask them if they think about drugs all the time, no? Well I don’t think about death. I’m just like you, it’s no different.

That’s not a normal thing and you should really see a psychiatrist for that.

I have

Three meetings later they claimed it was nothing wrong with me

Did you answer all questions completely honest and was it the same psyche?

Yes

I was very terrified that I actually would hurt someone, since I started to think the same about my family and friends. So I thought I needed to find out if there was anything wrong with me, just the slightest, so I could find information how to stop the thoughts. 

I once asked my mother carefully about it and she said it was normal for people to think like that. I told this to the therapist as well and he said the same. I’m unsure if they knew how I had those fantasies and thoughts and how much I really enjoyed them. How much they affected me.

But the more I tried to talk about it, the more did I start to hide it from my surroundings. I have no idea how or why, but suddenly I couldn’t describe the thoughts I got. So I guess I acted like a “normal teenager” until I went from the meeting and started the whole thinking thing all over again

Hmm. Well from my thought process, it doesn’t seem normal. Well, entirely, I occasionally have those thoughts too but I don’t enjoy them. How often do you have spare time (computer time including)?

Around 10-12 hours/day, maybe 18-20 hours/day on weekends (depending on how tired I am). So quite often and mostly of it is spent in front of the computer

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ravenlindberg:

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ravenlindberg:

ask-curtisrx:

Sometimes I’ll over think ways I could die in daily situations and then I get so stressed because there are things I need to do and it all could end if one thing goes wrong. This happens a lot when I’m on the way home from school on the bus because we drive past a creek and my bus driver goes hella fast and when its raining it feels like the bus could tip over into the creek at anytime, and I sit on the window side so I’ll be one of the first ones to go

Don’t worry your head off, there’s always a faith worse than death

listen-

No need to worry, we all meet our end some day

ō_ō

Extinction will catch up to youAnd there is nothing you can do

ask-curtisrx:

ravenlindberg:

ask-curtisrx:

ravenlindberg:

ask-curtisrx:

Sometimes I’ll over think ways I could die in daily situations and then I get so stressed because there are things I need to do and it all could end if one thing goes wrong. This happens a lot when I’m on the way home from school on the bus because we drive past a creek and my bus driver goes hella fast and when its raining it feels like the bus could tip over into the creek at anytime, and I sit on the window side so I’ll be one of the first ones to go

Don’t worry your head off, there’s always a faith worse than death

listen-

No need to worry, we all meet our end some day

ō_ō

Extinction will catch up to you
And there is nothing you can do

http://ravenlindberg.tumblr.com/post/95481884076/creaturefeatureandpiglets-ravenlindberg-i

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ravenlindberg:

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ravenlindberg:

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creaturefeatureandpiglets:

ravenlindberg:

I find it kinda funny how my sisters don’t like that I listen to Creature Feature because “it’s about murder and necrophilia, it’s not good for your mental health”

But they all are listening to rap/hip hop and pop songs about drugs, being…

Then point it out to them
"If I shouldn’t listen to a song about death you shouldn’t listen to one about murder and drugs."

Fun fact: whenever I do that, they start to rant about the “huge difference” between the songs and that they aren’t like me who thinks about murder all the time

Then tell them that just like them you don’t do that.
Ask them if they think about drugs all the time, no? Well I don’t think about death. I’m just like you, it’s no different.

That’s not a normal thing and you should really see a psychiatrist for that.

I have

Three meetings later they claimed it was nothing wrong with me

Did you answer all questions completely honest and was it the same psyche?

Yes

I was very terrified that I actually would hurt someone, since I started to think the same about my family and friends. So I thought I needed to find out if there was anything wrong with me, just the slightest, so I could find information how to stop the thoughts. 

I once asked my mother carefully about it and she said it was normal for people to think like that. I told this to the therapist as well and he said the same. I’m unsure if they knew how I had those fantasies and thoughts and how much I really enjoyed them. How much they affected me.

But the more I tried to talk about it, the more did I start to hide it from my surroundings. I have no idea how or why, but suddenly I couldn’t describe the thoughts I got. So I guess I acted like a “normal teenager” until I went from the meeting and started the whole thinking thing all over again

ravenlindberg said: NICE THOUGHTS CHALLENGE. Once you get this you have to say 5 nice things about yourself publicly and then send it to 10 of your favorite followers

adaarsenic:

ravenlindberg:

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adaarsenic:

RAVEN

:D

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BUT I LOOOOOVE YOUOOUOUOUUUUUUUUU :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Love you too, Raven.

:D

the-canadian-captain:

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People ship things left and right, I can’t do anything about that. It’s their lives and I don’t really care as long as…

Yeah, I get that. But you know, I was inseparable with my /best/ friend and yet I am madly in love with her. It’s just a thing. I have other reasons for shipping it, of course. But yeah.

I don’t even get shipping, so I’m not going to try to start a discussion about it since I’m pretty sure I’ll lose it anyway. As I said, I don’t think people need reasons to ship. Best friends can be in love with each other. Best friends can just be friends. I just want people to remember that